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dont ya just wish...?

Tue Oct 16, 2007, 12:51 PM
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2
  • Drinking: Archers
does anyone ever feel like your out of every circle of people around u?.... like everyone just sees ur there but thats it..?
they see u but still... u go un-noticed.
they're all together, talking bout u,
n u feel for woteva reason its not gud thigns theyre saying, or thinking bout u.
they act nice around u, but in truth... they really dont like u.
i feel like people r 2faced with me... they say 1 thing to me
but different to each other.
They hate me, they dunt want me near them...
so y am i here?? yea i av a sig. other, but sometimes..
i feel like they dont want me either...

am i deluded? cause no matter how happy ill be one minute... i find that i collapse easily... n then im like this.
split personality? or what?
i dont know who i am anymmore... i feel fake sometimes.

i wanna get away... i wana start a new life... is that the rite way forward?

if any1 cares in the slightest... could i ask 2 sum advice? please?

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  • Current Residence: UK,
  • Interests: ....erm... other worlds,music,drawing morbid n monsters n ...stuff.
  • Favourite movie: i have to say alien quadrilogy !!!
  • Favourite band or musician: loads..erm... Linkin Park, Eminem, kelly Clarkson, SCISSOR SISTERS, Marilyn Manson...
  • Favourite genre of music: depends on my mood but ill listen to anything
  • Favourite artist: ............
  • Favourite poet or writer: erm ..... Jemz
  • Favourite photographer: er.... dunno
  • Favourite style of art: ....dunno...
  • Operating System: huh? ?_?
  • MP3 player of choice: mine
  • Shell of choice: ?????????
  • Wallpaper of choice: ?????????
  • Skin of choice: ?
  • Favourite game: ffx-2 and kingdom hearts
  • Favourite gaming platform: RPG mainly but i like racing too
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sakaki (Azumanga Daioh), Tifa, Yuna, Paine, Tidus, Leon, Cloud, Kadaj, Sephiroth.........LOADS!! lol
  • Personal Quote: "Live Life, don't let it pass you by" among others.....
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil,rubber, paper my imagination ( which is very explicit lol ) and some music
  • MSN: vivid-nightmares@hotmail.co.uk

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:iconjagarnot:
*Jagarnot May 12, 2007, 8:42:18 AM
Thank you for faving my drawing of "Manga Characters!"
:iconcarrotbob:
~carrotbob Mar 13, 2007, 2:13:03 AM
Nicola Pickola smells like jam. Doing Health and Social care is a drag man!good job you ran away whilst you could lol..got BBC in these exams lololol xx

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Do you know what i'd really like? To get away

Smile at a stranger, or hold open a door for them, it might make their day
:icongoensart:
~goensart Jan 8, 2007, 2:14:14 AM
BOO
i bet I scared you.


You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Today is Best friend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..=3

1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend
HUGS FOR YOU!

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In a world of nonsense, everything something is, it isn't, everything it would be wouldn't, and everything it wasn't, was.
:iconkeyblade-masteress:
~Keyblade-Masteress Dec 1, 2006, 11:34:27 AM
Heya hun, it seems like we havent been out in ages, well like shopping going out, or cinema going out, just wanderin if you fancied doing a little somethin before xmas, but iwth it bin xmas, totally understandabe if ya cnt, just though itd be nice to spend a bit of time together, since we dnt spend much wit college and tht :)

Still dnt have any cred :D im working on it :D :D

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'If the world is made of light and darkness, we'll be the darkness'

'You know, maybe the darkness has gotten to me too'

Kingdom Hearts <3 <3 <3 <3
:icongoensart:
~goensart Nov 7, 2006, 4:53:27 AM
Today Is Bestfriend Day.
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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Send this rose to everyone you care about!!
(Or love )

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KA ME HA ME HAAAATCHOOO!!! ----
----- UH OH

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:icongoensart:
Mood: Joy ~goensart Sep 28, 2006, 6:06:24 AM
helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooo!!!! I've just noticed that you live in the uk!!!! so do i!!! wow.

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~goensart Oct 16, 2006, 2:25:21 AM
chigwell.

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~Pickle-lilly Oct 16, 2006, 4:13:07 AM
.........*headache* wheres that? lol i wasn't to good at geography, im in castleford, west yorkshire....lol
:icongoensart:
~goensart Oct 17, 2006, 2:10:24 AM
it's in essex. wow.... yorkshire huh? that's really far from me.

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